so im back...i dont know from where. but im not "back" in the literal sense of the word because i have always believed that it is my destiny to be lost and displaced in my search for whatever. im not an ardent follower of plato..never has been..the pre socratics, parmenides, heraclitus and empedocles are the ones who bug me and confuse me the most.

ive been trying to stick to the schedule that i made so that i could finish my research but here i am slacking as usual. haha! what is the use of order and harmony when they are bound to be chaotic at the end of the day. you work your butt so hard to finish and organize something but once you move forward its already forgotten and useless?!...why do we have to work on something which we are going to negate later on?

Dieu n'est pas morte...Dieu est insconscient...God is not dead, He's just unsconscious.what could be worse than being alive but staying unsconscious? ok im blabbering. i just hope, the He gains consciousness soon before i lose my sanity and let go of what society calls acceptable. hahaha!